So, I told my straight female crush that I liked her and got rejected by her, and later on in that day my other female friend told me she's been in love with me for like three years but I only like her as a friend. And when I tell her that, she still asks me out on a date and to prom - I don't want to reject three times! It was like she was trying to force me into a relationship through guilt. (She is a forceful person anyway). And now I'm waiting like a puppy dog to hear back from this girl I've been messaging online because she knows about my depression and even shared with me her mental problems and I really like talking to her, and she lives in my city of all places.
It's a busy week to be bisexual. Maybe I should focus on my celebrity guy crushes again - less hassle since I don't have to actually talk to them.
