Body

I've been thinking about changing my look for next year. It's a little late, since it's expected that you change your style in high school, but I've been dressing pretty much the same way since 6th grade and now I'll be a senior. But I'm tired of my shirts with phrases and pictures my whole school has seen multiple times, the jeans that for some reason seem a lot bigger now then they did before, and the bandanas I would quickly tie on my head every other morning because my hair was untamed. Not a very good look.

I don't know what I want my new look to be. I'm really not good at saying what I want, but I'm great at saying what I don't want. I guess I narrow down my options so I can make a decision. It make take a while, but it's really all that works for me.

I like my hair straight. I don't like how I have to nearly burn my scalp to keep it that way, but no pain, no gain. If I keep my hair straight, my mom said I could get streaks. Is she serious? No idea. I keep bringing it up subtly so she knows I really want this. I think I would get hot pink streaks in my hair. I like pink.

Other than my hair, I don't know what I want. Skirts make me feel ridiculous no matter what length, same with shorts really. I can't ever wear skinny jeans or leggings as pants, and I prefer to somewhat cover my skin, but if I wear a jacket, then I'm fine with short-sleeve. Body, body, body, why do we conflict so much?